22clouded’s Weblog

This is supposed to be about me…

Well, I’m a student, daughter, sister,  friend,  granddaughter, and best of all, I am myself.  I’m a thinker.  Sometimes I think a bit too much, which causes me to stress out more than I should.  I love animals, especially dogs.  I’m very simple in the sense that I’m not materialistic and I like the good things in life.  I love walking outside, flowers, anything simple.  I try to surround myself with people who are easy-going and great to talk to.  I’ve failed in a couple occassions, taking on a boyfriend who was controlling, etc., and it has left me unsure about people. 

What I’m trying to do is restore myself.  I would like to be as calm and open about people as I used to be (pre-bad boyfriend).  I would like to be as self-sufficient and goal-orientated as I was before, without the foggy mindset that I now have.  My ex-boyfriend was a manipulator.  He made my thoughts scramble to things that I couldn’t understand.  My feelings were like a rollercoaster ride every single day.  I want to be the easy going, simple old me.